Dear My Sweet Stella,

Dear Stella,

First I just want to say that I love you so much. When I first saw you, you were in a shelter about to die. When I saw you behind those bars I couldn’t help thinking that you don’t belong in there.

I knew I couldn’t keep you for longer than 6 months, because I had to move to another country. But I wanted to save you and give you a better life and then find you the best home when it was time for me to go. I just couldn’t leave you there. I soon realized that you had been abused by your previous owner, it was heartbreaking to see because you are the sweetest, most loving and loyal dog I’ve ever met.

Every day we had so much fun together, we went to the park or the dog beach almost every day and I brought you with me every where I went, we were a team. Every night we cuddled on the couch, you always fell asleep in my lap and I fell asleep holding you.
You woke me up every morning with your kisses and you followed me around everywhere, you are so loyal and loving, Stella. We became best friends and every minute apart from you I was thinking of you and how I couldn’t wait to come back home to you.
You were always so happy when I came home, it looked like you were dancing around with joy when I stepped inside. Time went by and I knew I had to go soon, so it was time for me to find you a home. I soon found you a home on a ranch where you would get to be outside everyday with another doggie friend and a nice old lady. I was told you would get the best home with lots of love and attention.

I dropped you off a couple of days ago. It is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I feel like the worst person in the world, how could I leave someone who loves me so much and is so loyal to me? How could I? I knew you were going to a good home but it was still so hard to let you go. I want you to know that I love you so much and I am so sorry.
I don’t want you to think that you did something wrong or that I don’t love you anymore because I do. I wish I could bring you with me but I don’t even know where I am going to stay yet and I don’t want to put you through that. I miss you more and more every day, I cry all the time and wish you were by my side again.

It is so sad to wake up without your kisses or and to sit on the couch alone and to walk outside and look back and not see your face sticking out of the window looking for me. I feel like an awful person for leaving you, but I know I found you a great home, a forever home.

I just want you to know that I love you and miss you more than you can ever imagine, my sweet Stella.


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